Restless mumblings

Today everything has been a bit hazy, everything around me is kind of snail-paced & things are not going as planned. My mind is all over the place, brimming with undecipherable thoughts & since there is a lots of unfinished business my mind is restless. I feel as though I am floating mid-ocean without my oars, although I have my compass & my direction is clear , the oars(means) are missing….when will I reach the shores? The past few months have been a roller-coater ride in many aspects, there were times when I was riding on a high & then some moments when I was in the deepest trench of the world, everything appears to be heading in the right direction when suddenly at the last moment, there is a twist & everything halts or there is a change in course. I know I am being a vague here, but this is how much I can put in words. Brooding is not for me, but when things keep pulling you down, its difficult to keep standing upright again & again. To an onlooker my world looks nice & hunky-dory but when put under the microscope the fault-lines will start showing. Now looking obectively things are not as bad, in fact they seem kind of pale in comparison to many, but it was something I had to jot down ,to get it out of my system & to keep me from getting bitter……already feeling better!